So this Weekend....

Yeah i'm swimming this weekend at Virginia Tech and i'm really nervous because i haven't been breathing well because we discovered my asthma acting up again and ahhh i'm so nervous. It's a prelims-finals meet which means everything i swim at 6 in the morning...i have to swim all over again but faster that night. aka my 8 event meet turns into 16 events. it's gross. well i'm going to drown because i put myself in the 400 IM (100 fly, 100 back, 100 breast, 100 free) thinking "oh hey that'll be the one thing i'll final in that day because i'm not that fast" and my coach said okay he'd put me in it. but then later he tells me top 30 final as opposed to the usual top 16....which means i gave myself an extra event to drown in...and a long one at that. needless to say i'm not very excited about this meet. quite frankly i just want to curl up under a blanket and sleep but that wont happen because i have to be up at 5 every day this weekend...so yeah. missing school friday is great, but don't worry i'll be getting up earlier than usual and going to bed later. i may cry while i drown...no i'll just drown in my own tears. yeah. that works pretty well....